When Hope Becomes Denial

I typed in my question, hesitated, and then pressed, "Send." Nobody likes to be a Debbie-downer, but honestly, I had had enough of all this "hope" business. I was tired. And weary.  I could no longer handle hearing how God does wonderful things for others, while I remain stuck where I am, waiting for Him... Continue Reading →

I Wasn’t Supposed to Have You

I stood staring at the two pink lines in stunned silence. Alone in the city, far from home, no husband. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I wasn’t supposed to have you. But there you were, a tiny heartbeat inside my body. I was thrilled…then terrified. I wasn’t married. My parents were going to be devastated.... Continue Reading →

No Guilt in Love

Do all things in love. When it is love that compels us to do right, then we do right. When it is guilt that drives us, we push back. Nobody wants to be guilted into right living, right decisions, right choices. God does not lay guilt on us - instead, He took the guilt on... Continue Reading →

A Penny for Your Thoughts

I will not leave you comfortless; I will come to you.  ~John 14:18 Tonight, my heart hurts. My soul is weary. The fight is real. I would wager that many of you are here tonight, too; Because how many of us fight a secret struggle, deep in the recesses of our hearts, That nobody knows... Continue Reading →

Not for the Faint of Heart

The blows, they just keep coming. Over and over, day after day. You wonder - will this ever end?  Will things ever get better?  Why am I being pummeled? Years ago, back when it wasn't over-grown, full of tall grass and weeds, my husband began a huge garden on his five-acre property. Day after day,... Continue Reading →

You’re gonna be ok

A message from a friend: I am hurting today. A phone call: I am tired... I don't know how much longer I can do this. A social media post that silently screams, Someone, anyone, please love me. It's all around, and truth be told, we are all hurting in some way. Peace, my friend. He... Continue Reading →

When I Say I Love You

When you have wronged me, and you have deeply hurt me, or someone I love, and I still hug you, and I tell you I love you, it does not mean my heart is no longer hurting, nor does it mean I condone your actions past or present. It simply means that there isn’t anything... Continue Reading →

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